Okay, it's not like they have made me an offer or anything yet but I have a really good feeling after today's interview. It is part time, two days a week, Tuesday and Wednesdays from 9:30-6:00, with the possibility of adding Thursday eventually. It pays better than I am making now and technically, if I wanted to, I could continue working at the church with less hours and work both places. This office services people with limited incomes, they do work with the homeless shelter, all kinds of stuff that totally matters to me.
The problem? I don't know if I can bear to give up my kickboxing class. How insane is that? I was thinking about it on the way home from class tonight and I was hit with the realization that I just didn't know if I could give it up. It's so much more than my GBC too. Kickboxing has helped transform who I am. It makes me feel stronger than I ever thought I could feel. It's my one workout a week that is in a group and I love that part of it too. It has just made me feel so confident in so many other aspects of my life.
Maybe it is also because I have had to give up too many other things lately that I love. I had to give up my youth kids and the praise band and my church and I am still dealing with these hurts. I'm not sure giving up anything else right now that I love is an option. Sure, I could do it if I had to, but I am not at the point that I have to.
So do I wait to see if they offer me the job and then ask if there is any way around this? Have I lost my mind?
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